If you really loved me.
If you really loved me
You wouldn't put me through this
If you didn't want me
Would you tell me the truth?
If you really loved me
I wouldn't have to feel this way
I wouldn't have to sink so low
If you really loved me
Emotions would run deep and true
Not that any emotions weren't true for you
What can i do?
Who can i trust?
In this game of love, not lust.
Looking into my heart
deep within the core of me
I want you to know what you have done to me
You don'…
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Added by Christine on December 6, 2009 at 9:00am —
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But what of the sea in june
what of your heart and the light of the moon
what of the spring and the soft cooing dove.
what of this life and what of this love.
i surrender to this fate,
of the endless love
which is endless hate.
What of the sparkling dew drops
on the grass in the morn
What of the first smile after a baby is born
what of this beautiful bluebirds song.
But
I surrender to this fate
Of the endless love
which is endless hate.
But what of the sunlight and smiles
what of that glint…
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Added by Christine on November 13, 2009 at 4:52pm —
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What does it mean to be free?
When we all have to follow thee
what does it mean to be a slave
when inside your soul you can't behave
Like something civilised?
What does it mean to be loved?
does it mean that you are safe from harm?
does it mean now all of your charm is lost.
what does it mean to be sad?
when ones soul cries out through the body
when you truly feel no one cares and never will
What does it mean to be happy
Elation and joy though it seems
is but only a dream and life is a lie to…
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Added by Christine on November 13, 2009 at 4:36pm —
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wishes the world was more truthful
wishes everything was more beautiful
wishes everything wasn't a sin
too far to reach or some kind of game
wishes the days were more golden
wishes the nights were more bright
wishes everything she's holding
wasn't so far out of sight.
wonders if there is more torture
wonders if there is more greed
wonders if the sick bastards
will ever let her be free…
knows that change won't happen
listens to everyone's heart.
hates that she cares too much
And lets everyone…
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Added by Christine on November 13, 2009 at 4:29pm —
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My love for you sees no boundaries
It will not leave no trace
This is only a feeling
Felt by this human race
The pain i feel when you are gone
when you're not by my side
I sit and wait and all i think
is i want to be your bride
The distance between us
Sometimes it feels none,
And this poor heart of mine
it has been won.
No prize am i to keep
No dreaming while i sleep
When i wake, i weep
I realise you're not here.
How can i love thee so dear
when one has never seen thy light.
I just want to f…
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Added by Christine on September 22, 2009 at 1:36am —
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I just don't know sometimes, how i feel anymore..
It's like i've never felt before and it's strange,
The willing the hoping and dreaming can never be enough..
This dreamer can't see how she does this
And it's starting to hurt more each day.
Sometimes i wish my feelings would just go away,
Then it wouldn't be so bad,
feeling happy and sad.
I don't know what's begun what will happen or where i'm from,
Thinking more i despise, when i look into your eyes,
Want you so much but can't have you,
You're…
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Added by Christine on July 2, 2009 at 3:51am —
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why is the sky blue?
why do i love you?
why does the day turn to night?
why do i finally feel like everything's going to be alright...?
when did this moment start ?
when did you find my heart ?
how did you know that i came ?
why did you see me again?
why is my mind full of you ?
tragically, romantically
there are few
of us left
in this world we have made
full of hate and pain
full of vice and strain
there is a utopia
in my mind
a perfect place
for us to hide
together forever
we lie in wait
patie…
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Added by Christine on May 31, 2009 at 11:01pm —
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And i love thee so,
Every hour that passes i love you more
it's not like, not love, it's adore.
You make me feel like i could soar
way above the clouds
Away from all these crowds.
And i love you so, with every moment that passes.
Knowing you're sweeter than molasses
A special spark from me to thee
And i cherish thoughts of thee with gree.
And i miss thee so
for thy days are full and busy
And i am but a sweet sea daisy
Filling thy absence with my devotion
This is much bigger than any ocean.
I'…
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Added by Christine on April 21, 2009 at 7:13pm —
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I remember the day i woke up
was enlightened to the world
for dear child you must know you are a little girl.
and what they told me then i could not foresee
is the hating and loathing and wondering that my life would be
You're important they tell me it's not your fault..
but what ha…
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Added by Christine on April 14, 2009 at 2:30pm —
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Behind my eyes of china blue
my mind goes deeper than the ocean between me and you
and if i could tell you with my dying breath ~
i love you
i'd die happy
pass to the next world in peace
leave my presence in this world
for i am only one girl.
if the stars you should ponder..
for sec…
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Added by Christine on April 14, 2009 at 2:06pm —
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Why do i care when it's never returned?
Why do i feel like all my bridges are burned
When everyone is so happy and safe
here i am in my own personal hell
loathing retching, no one can tell
Everything i say and everything i do
this isn't a gesture it isn't for you.
wrap me in insecur…
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Added by Christine on March 20, 2009 at 6:00pm —
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I'm working on a feeling
one i should not touch
the feeling of jealousy
wanting to be loved so much
Wondering where you are
i think about it~ wish upon a star
And i'm sat under the great half moon.
The same moon that you reside under
the same place in my heart that echoes like thunder
and through it all i can't help but wonder
if you're safe tonight
if in your head you've stopped the fight
My every sense you excite
All i know is without you i don't feel right.
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Added by Christine on March 5, 2009 at 8:21pm —
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My thoughts are as black as night- as is my soul
No longer will my feelings preside in my heart
withal i speak from my mind..
Not withstanding my own thought
A requiem for my soul
Now it is desolate
Murdered by the one person i trust
Cold, sweet, irony.
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Added by Christine on February 26, 2009 at 3:23pm —
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Behind this smile lies hate and hurt, years of agony, years of tears
Keeping every notion and emotion inside
No longer have i a place to hide.
What does it mean when i say..
i love you?
Nothing.
What does it mean when i say i care?
Nothing.
What does it mean when i'm crying in fear and despair?
Nothing.
Nothing to me now let me help you see... just how little I mean to me.
It's easy to just say i don't care,
it's harder to say that you really do.
That you love, that you feel, that you breathe.…
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Added by Christine on February 15, 2009 at 11:44am —
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let me stop and count the stars with you
each and every one
lie here on the grass
just together- for now, we're one
Let me start the sunny day with you
bright as it can be
you and i cannot be overcome
But do you love me ?
Let me shelter you from the rain
when you need me i will sacrifice
hold you close
touch my skin
together forever i hold you within
i give you my heart
what you choose to do with it is up to you
will you break it now?
will you break it ever?
or will you forever hold my heart…
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Added by Christine on February 8, 2009 at 5:37pm —
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The bee he lies in doleful morn
in january waits out the storm.
Tales of love won and lost,
all the sunshine and the frost.
everything i want to call my own,
is out of sight, has always gone.
Do i spend each day and cry
or do i say goodbye?
now is the time to choose
do i win or do i lose ?
So desperate are the tears
the tears of loneliness
i fear the stars, i fear the sun
in fact i fe…
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Added by Christine on January 17, 2009 at 10:30pm —
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It seemed like a lifetime to reach this age
only of twenty and no more
for in my heart i loved so much
but in mind i was but a whore.
There is one man i truly loved
but true and fair is not of -
my mind he saw straight into
and into his arms i would have gladly flew.
there always w…
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Added by Christine on January 15, 2009 at 10:30am —
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I know your heart is aching
a feeling that makes you feel like you're breaking
For this i am undertaking
this promise i give to you
To always be here when you need me
To hopefully be there when i can
I know how you are feeling
i know this wasn't your plan
Let me take your fears away
lead you to a more sunny day
Make you feel loved and complete
no more need for cry…
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Added by Christine on December 22, 2008 at 10:00am —
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I sent my heart in a letter
But that letter got lost out at sea
will you ever remember
remember what there was.
you and me?
Feeling real love for the first time
wondering how long i must wait
now i'm back to my freedom
my everlasting hate.
Sing let your heart open~sing!
Don't keep it for late at night
I will be here when you're unjustified
just to make everything right.
The sun as it sets over me...
is shining high over you..
just remember this moment
forever eternal, we two
A bond that was…
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Added by Christine on December 8, 2008 at 7:00pm —
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this is more of a lyric than a poem but i thought i would share, it was inspired by a friends song
The night, it's not right, the night it's not right
i sleep and i have dreamed of every wish i see
everything coming to an end
i wake and then i realize this world's not meant for me
and so i say
with my one last breath ..
i say to you everything you want-- just make it true
never be afraid…
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Added by Christine on December 3, 2008 at 2:26pm —
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