And in this world.. nothing is easy..

But what of the sea in june
what of your heart and the light of the moon
what of the spring and the soft cooing dove.
what of this life and what of this love.

i surrender to this fate,
of the endless love
which is endless hate.

What of the sparkling dew drops
on the grass in the morn
What of the first smile after a baby is born
what of this beautiful bluebirds song.

But
I surrender to this fate
Of the endless love
which is endless hate.

But what of the sunlight and smiles
what of that glint… Continue

What does it mean to be free?
When we all have to follow thee
what does it mean to be a slave
when inside your soul you can't behave
Like something civilised?

What does it mean to be loved?
does it mean that you are safe from harm?
does it mean now all of your charm is lost.

what does it mean to be sad?
when ones soul cries out through the body
when you truly feel no one cares and never will

What does it mean to be happy
Elation and joy though it seems
is but only a dream and life is a lie to… Continue

wishes the world was more truthful
wishes everything was more beautiful
wishes everything wasn't a sin
too far to reach or some kind of game

wishes the days were more golden
wishes the nights were more bright
wishes everything she's holding
wasn't so far out of sight.

wonders if there is more torture
wonders if there is more greed
wonders if the sick bastards
will ever let her be free…

knows that change won't happen
listens to everyone's heart.
hates that she cares too much
And lets everyone… Continue

My love for you sees no boundaries
It will not leave no trace
This is only a feeling
Felt by this human race

The pain i feel when you are gone
when you're not by my side
I sit and wait and all i think
is i want to be your bride

The distance between us
Sometimes it feels none,
And this poor heart of mine
it has been won.

No prize am i to keep
No dreaming while i sleep
When i wake, i weep
I realise you're not here.
How can i love thee so dear
when one has never seen thy light.

I just want to f… Continue

I just don't know sometimes, how i feel anymore..
It's like i've never felt before and it's strange,
The willing the hoping and dreaming can never be enough..
This dreamer can't see how she does this
And it's starting to hurt more each day.
Sometimes i wish my feelings would just go away,
Then it wouldn't be so bad,
feeling happy and sad.
I don't know what's begun what will happen or where i'm from,
Thinking more i despise, when i look into your eyes,
Want you so much but can't have you,
You're… Continue